Are You Going to Keep Playing Yourself?
Hay Daizee Loves!
Are you going to keep playing yourself? This is what I’ve been asking myself since I went to bed last night. Because I feel really whack and OFF when I am not being true to myself... when I have to fight the things that I naturally feel, value, and desire. I feel like I have always been like that. I know when “this ain’t me” and when “this ain’t for me”. I just don’t always choose to do something about it. THAT’S THE PROBLEM. You play yourself when you choose to be in situations that aren’t YOU and deal with people who do not allow you to be YOU... especially not the BEST YOU. And that’s what’s getting me today because I can usually always deal but I don’t want to just deal. I want to be the best me and live my best life... ya dig?
In order to do that, you have to be honest with yourself and others. If it ain’t you… bye. If it ain’t for you… bye. And it’s okay that some things that USED to be you or USED to be for you, just simply are not anymore. That’s what happens when you #BloomUp. It can be very hard to admit that to yourself and others… especially when it means saying bye to something or someone(s) you love. BUT at some point, you have to love you more than anything… more than anybody else. At some point, you don’t desire things or people who don’t allow you to be true to yourself. At some point, it really is BYE… I only desire people who love the real me and encourage me to stay true to her. #RealLifeTrueStory I realized that this is how I end up hating myself and I have no desire to be unhappy with myself ever again. That’s dead. Super dead. I gotta do what’s right for young Meg. And sometimes doing what’s right for her is hard… but not being happy with her is even harder these days. #BloomTowardsTheLight My spirit is just not having it… even when I want to deal. It’s rejecting everything that’s not in alignment. EVERYTHING. My dreams definitely aren’t having it. Because when you aren’t true to you, you block your truth from flowing through you and into the world. At some point, nothing and nobody is worth hindering your dreams. It’s been so DO or DIE for me lately. I know that if I don’t start doing what’s right for me, my dreams are going to continue to take a hit.
Figure out what your truth is and don’t let anything or anyone dictate what that is for you. Loving YOU and staying true to yourself is a life-long journey, so choose things and people that don’t have you out here just “dealing”. Choose people who are out here supporting you, challenging you (for the better), inspiring you, pushing you towards your dreams, helping to reveal your true BEAUTIFUL self to you, loving the real you, and MOST IMPORTANTLY… allowing you to stay true to yourself. Your peace depends on it. Your happiness depends on it. Your dreams depend on it. Don't play yourself. Find yourself and set you free.
Love ALWAYS,
Megan